Inventing My Parents
After Edward Hopper’s Nighthawks, 1942
They sit in the bright cafe
discussing Hemingway, and how
this war will change them.
Sinclair Lewis’ name comes up,
and Kay Boyle’s, and then Fitzgerald’s.
They disagree about the American Dream.
My mother, her bare arms
silver under fluorescent lights,
says she imagines it a hawk
flying over, its shadow sweeping
every town. Their coffee’s getting cold
but they hardly notice. My mother’s face
is lit by ideas. My father’s gestures
are a Frenchman’s. When he concedes
a point, he shrugs, an elaborate lift
of the shoulders, his hands and smile
declaring an open mind.
I am five months old, at home with a sitter
this August night, when the air outside
is warm as a bath. They decide,
though the car is parked nearby,
to walk the few blocks home, savoring
the fragrant night, their being alone together.
As they go out the door, he’s reciting
Donne’s “Canonization”: “For God’s sake
hold your tongue, and let me love,”
and she’s laughing, light
as summer rain when it begins.
Published in Everything Winged Must Be Dreaming and Sweet Confluence, New and Selected Poems